Tuesday, June 18, 2013

I miss you

April 25, 2013

Jack... you still visit my heart so often. I miss you more and more every year, month, day, hour and minute that your gone. Some think since I had another baby that all my pain should disappear, that you should no longer be in my thoughts. It just doesn't work like that, you can't replace the love you have for a lost child with the gain of another. I love you Jack Isaac and I look forward to seeing you again.

To smile

March 6, 2012

God has blessed us with Baby Grace. Grace Elizabeth was born Oct. 24th 2011, she is strong and healthy and I thank God for that every day. She has been a breath of fresh air, she makes me smile when I didn't think it was possible anymore. Watching her grow has been a strong reminder of my Jack. I get confused by the happiness and sorrow mixed together, but I know my baby Jack watches over his sister. I know in my heart that they have meet, and I tell myself that Jack asked Grace to come into this world to make his mommy smile again. And you know what? It worked.